Saturday, March 1, 2008

first timer

Assalamualaikum

nk ikutkn bkn lah sgt jd first timer type blog or post a blog...before dis kt FS slalu gak post blog...but lately dah susah benor nk post blog kt FS
ni semangat benor nk post blog ni bnyk t'pengaruh ngn Hlovate n novel JS yg bnyk juga yg dah aku khatamkn...(klu bca AL-Quran sesemangat bca novel ok gak)...
anyway...bkn post blog je yg aku ikut...aku dah berazam nk berubah ke arah kebaikan gak...huhuhu(harap Allah sentiasa m'bantu aku)...
bca novel JS bnyk m'buka mata aku...x sangka aku separa @ totally buta for all dis time...
bnyk yg aku x tau sbnrnya...bnyk juga yg aku kna blajar lagi...
nma jer budak pro. prog. tp....(sigh)
ermm...lately dah spend bnyk...kana b'jimat...
annual dinner is coming...not really in the mood nk g pun...ntahla...sbb dinner...duit aku dah trbang RM100...tu bju lum bli...(sigh)...
bnyak yg aku fkirkn...plg utama y aku x mahu pgi...sesuatu tlah ilang dr diri aku...aku pun x pnah sdr bila dia hilang ntah...aku bkn mcm ni before dis...i still remember dat...i'm a girl wit a full self confident...but think bout it again, maybe dat's coz before dis aku t'cmpak kt ujung dunia mna ntah...skrang aku dah blk ke tamadun manusia yg x brapa nk b'tamadun...aku x sama mcm org len...tp bila pki blk...hidup, mati n ibadah aku kn hnya untuk Allah...bila pki mcm tu aku smgtla...lma2 terbang mlayang...ish3