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have u ever felt regret with wat u've done or decided? i dunno wat to call my feeling rite now? rather than regret...nvm...i thnk regret suits da best~~after almost 4 months...IDK! i just dunno...everything doesn't seems rite anymore...i hate my job! totally hate it! never once i go to work feeling happy...never once i feel so excited about getting up, leaving da bed, take my bathe...getting ready n off to da office...its totally a suck feeling...i want to leave, i want to quit...bt there's so many thng dat ive to take into consideration b4 i cn do dat~~too many...i dun think i cn write it down here...n i dunno to whom i should talk....i might just end up crying...even thnking abt it brings tears in my eyes...wat's more if i talk...off...i cnt talk abt dis even 2 my mom...no 1 will understand dis~~

me & my interest in creative writing!

its not like i've no work to do at dis quite darn office, but as i'm left alone in here today, its rare to be alone so i wanna fully utilize this chance to use the internet :)
i love creative writing so much, one day...when i've too much money in my saving till i dunno wat to do with those money, then imma gonna further my study in creative writing~~im on a new project aite~~well...my trademark is a lovestory~~dats what usualy girls write...aite? i wanna write story dat can touch readers' heart...hopefully its gonna turn out well~~
writing about a girl with a disease is not easy...maybe i should change da disease~~
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Me after my uni life~~

haven't blogging for almost 6-8 months...or is it already a year?
life is different now...no more a student
left uni life for almost 2 months now and i know i start to miss my uni life...uni life is da best
but exam makes uni life misserable....
i've started working since 16 december 2009...started as a tax assistant at 1 small audit firm located in phileo damansara~~life is hectic there...pay is just enough...not too small not also too BIG~~just nice maybe? kl life~~wake up at 6, leave da house at 7 and come back after 13 hours! trains and buses...i mean public transportation is part of my life~~but i enjoy taking those transportations...being on train...going to work...not to mention a pack train! sometimes da train is even late...or the bus late...or i myself is late~~
after 1 month n a half i quit...
got a better offer with a better salary....wait da minute...better salary...but better offer?
it is better...the not so better part is...i have to come HERE! a small town...nothing is here...
not even a McD....well da nearest town is in 10 minutes with car...da probs is...i have no car...
quite hating my life here~~~
well...hopefully...it will get better someday~~