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have u ever felt regret with wat u've done or decided? i dunno wat to call my feeling rite now? rather than regret...nvm...i thnk regret suits da best~~after almost 4 months...IDK! i just dunno...everything doesn't seems rite anymore...i hate my job! totally hate it! never once i go to work feeling happy...never once i feel so excited about getting up, leaving da bed, take my bathe...getting ready n off to da office...its totally a suck feeling...i want to leave, i want to quit...bt there's so many thng dat ive to take into consideration b4 i cn do dat~~too many...i dun think i cn write it down here...n i dunno to whom i should talk....i might just end up crying...even thnking abt it brings tears in my eyes...wat's more if i talk...off...i cnt talk abt dis even 2 my mom...no 1 will understand dis~~